AGING

It it funny how time goes

Just two years ago

I could go to the supermarket

I could make tea

I could cope with my everyday by myself

And look at me now

I can not do anything

Time just went so fast

My health accelerated

Downward

Do you even have an idea how that feels

I see a white colour

It is not heaven

It is the ceiling

This is the worst

The last phase of life

I will soon find out what lays beyond

I know that it will be soon

I feel it

I will not survive the winter

28-12-2009 (H)